haiz, life is really not worth living. not worth living at all. i have nothing. nothing at all. i am not a pessismist, i am a realist. which i will proclaim proudly from the rooftops for everyone to hear! and right now, i'm facing up to the cruel facts of reality. dun ever try to see the silver lining in the grey clouds. you'll only get more disappointed. face it, nothing goes your way most of the time, so why bother to try? you'll only be setting yourself up for disappointment after disappointment. after some time, i've given up. to quote someone:" even if you destroy the world, the world you wish to come will never come." guess i'll just try my luck at defying the fates or something.

i will make my life good! chant that more than 100 times a day and i'll come to believe it.

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A sinister romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

Teachin' torches to burn bright
She's hanging on the cheek of night
A snowy dove trooping with crows
He never saw true beauty till tonight

CHORUS:
She'll take him to the brink of deliverance
Show him that much
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
So he falls in love to feel that he's falling
She'll let him know his heart
Oh, don't you know it
Oh, don't you know it
That's Shakespeare in love

He's fought and he's fallen
He's on his knees before he's on his feet
A glittery romantic
Oh, he's about to be and she's about to see

His bounty's boundless like the sea
His love is endless, just as deep
The more he gives the more he has
`Cause both of them are truly infinite

i'm still trying to accept the fact that someone really wrote a song that had romeo and juliet quotes in it. unbelievable.